u/KillCamxo

30 min ago I relapsed after 140ish days…I’m not quite sure how to feel about it other than silly.

This was a deliberate relapse solely due to the fact that the prostate pain was so bad it forced me to think about wtf I was doing to my spirit, Christ, and my actual body.

I’m glad there are physical consequences to cheating nature and I’m also glad to have experienced them. Moving forward I plan on starting again and just trying my best regardless of days bc they don’t rlly matter. I don’t feel regret, I feel relief that I don’t have to cheat anymore or lie to myself any longer about what the truth is and what it’s not. If you edge just start over man.

DONT EDGE.