u/Kind-Butterfly4292

So I’ve been on hrt for 3 months, i’m obviously pre surgery and all that lovely stuff.
But like I wanted to ask if this is normal;

>!When i get ‘excited’ i start leaking clear liquid.!<

>!I can’t really get fully erect anymore.!<

>!I can’t cum anymore, it’s just more clear liquid and that clear liquid continues to leak out for the next many hours.!<

>!The skin and tissue of my pp get swollen when i get ‘excited’ and i touch myself (not erect - swollen) and the swelling goes down after a while.!<

Now I know that my girlfriend experiences basically the same when she gets like this but I have never heard of this happening to trans women.

Please advise ‘o’ great sages 🙌

Hi,
so I’m almost 3 months on Estradiol Valerate (injection 1ml / every 6 days) and 4 months on Cypro (12.5mg / every morning).
My 3 months checkup is soon so I domt actually know my levels.

And, I am feeling completely crazy.

The 1st month was amazing, I was emotional but extremely happy and life was optimistic.

Then on the 2month mark I started being super irritable and depressive. Im constantly on edge and the smallest things set me off.

I black out and yell things I dont mean or argue when I dont want to or get really depressed over stuff that just doesnt matter.
I also get really paranoid and scared due to past trauma that didnt use to affect me but now suddenly does…

I am feeling insane and I dont know how my gf is putting up with me at all.
Is this just the normal emotional rollercoaster at the start of hrt or are my levels just completely off?