I find it crazy how you act after a break up, like it doesn’t cause you any pain. The fact that you can be so okay with hurting me is beyond crazy, I cried for weeks on end because I thought I hurt you, but no you hurt me more than you’ll ever imagine yet you seem so happy? Two days before you broke up with me you were asking me for money and saying all these nice things about me, do you realise how selfish you are? How pathetic you are? I loved you throughout everything, stuck by YOUR side whether you were right or wrong. I never once abandoned you over anything, yet you fucked over, does it make you feel more like a man? Knowing every day that you completely broke a girl who was so in love with you, knowing you broke a girl who gave you a brand new fucking phone because you smashed your one in an attempt to throw it at her? Do you realise you’ll never find anyone as loving as me, realistically nobody could love you, not who you’ve become anyways. I struggled as it was and I loved you before you changed, you were always an arsehole but you got worse, you’ve become a whiny, pathetic excuse for a man, and it’s honestly embarrassing. I don’t love you anymore, just the memories we had, the things only us would do, yet you’re already talking to that girl you literally slagged off while sitting next to me? You have no morals, no sympathy whatsoever and you just think the whole world revolves around you, it certainly doesn’t. I truly do hope one day you realise what a big mistake you made, how losing me will forever haunt you, I fucking hope it does. I can’t believe you think so highly of yourself when you aren’t even half of it. So fuck you.
and P.S, I should’ve got with your sister instead.