u/Kindly_Scratch_3429

I live in an emotionally abusive household. I feel distant from all of my friends, I feel so invisible I feel like I don't have friends.

I have unmedicated unrelated ADHD. I have terrible anxiety. I'm burned out. I think I have cptsd. On top of this I'm having random physical health issues and pcos.

I'm so depressed I feel so hopeless. I feel like I'll never be happy and I should accept it and end my life. I feel like my life is ruined and it'll be like this forever. I'm 28 and I feel like I've fucked it all up.

What do I do