I don't know what happened. The first time, it turned completely liquid, but after that, it never went back to that state. Supposedly, the guy who made it used pure DMT, and that might be the problem.
I've already tried using a lighter, hot water, a hairdryer, and the pre-heat function. Like, I can still hit it, but it's impossible to breakthrough because the smoke is way too harsh.
Idk, should I just throw it in the trash?
I just can't have the full trip.
I've already tried small puffs and one blinker. With or without music. With and without a sitter. At home and in the woods.
This shit is so fucking scary. I don't know if it's trying to show me that drugs are not the way, but that's how I feel. As soon as it hits, I get so nauseous and scared to let go. It feels like it has already happened before, I don't know.
I can barely remember the visuals, but they can get really scary when I close my eyes. I've been researching this for about 2 years, and now that I finally have the chance to try it, I can't keep the courage I have before the trip during the trip, if that makes sense.