u/KingZuwag

Image 1 — My heart piggy is gone and I can’t stop crying
Image 2 — My heart piggy is gone and I can’t stop crying
Image 3 — My heart piggy is gone and I can’t stop crying
Image 4 — My heart piggy is gone and I can’t stop crying
Image 5 — My heart piggy is gone and I can’t stop crying

My heart piggy is gone and I can’t stop crying

(fav set of pics cause can’t think)

I adopted Tony in 2022, he’s moved with me, been with me through my many jobs and he always made my day better when I got home. Tony was my first guinea pig.

He loved to wheek at me every time he heard the crinkle of a bag or the fridge opening. He loved sticking his butt in my face and sitting on my neck despite it causing me great discomfort.

I feel like a part of me has died. What can I do now? What am I supposed to do now? I did everything I could to help him and now he’s gone.

I hope he doesn’t hate me too much for letting him be in pain for so long. Goodbye Tony, my love.

u/KingZuwag — 2 days ago

My 4yr old heart piggie has stopped eating veggies and treats💔

I have already ordered critical care and it should arrive in two days. It’s currently Sunday night (no pet hospitals open rn) and I will be taking him to the vet tomorrow asap. He still eats pellets and drinks water. Is there anything I can do right now?

u/KingZuwag — 4 days ago

Would I be able to get disability benefits or should I give up?

Just gonna cut to the chase here.

I’ve already been denied once or twice due to not enough information or they don’t think I’m disabled enough.

I tried to give everything I had but I don’t have a very good relationship with therapists/psychiatrists so I never got consistent care.

Therapists have wronged me in the past and made me feel worse so I do have huge gaps between care.

I’m supposed to be taking medication but I stopped taking them a while ago, the meds have expired, and the psychiatrist dropped me with no warning.

I started experiencing symptoms years before I was actually diagnosed so I did spend however long wondering what was wrong with me.

I’ve tried TMS but I feel like I’ve gotten worse.

I genuinely cannot hold a job for more than five months. I’ve had over five jobs over the past few years.

What makes it worse is that the case worker for SSDI was rude and unhelpful and when I tried to reach out for legal help, they just called me stupid.

I’m at my wits ends here. I feel trapped and helpless. I’m on the third week of my new job and I already had to call in sick.

I was desperate enough that I used AI for advice last night too.

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u/KingZuwag — 5 days ago