Feeling alone
I just wanna drink and everyone tries to stop me. Why cant they see it's the only thing that can make the pain go away? I hung out with a friend yesterday who is getting sober and all I could think about is how I wish I had a drink. Im 10 shots in now and it's the only thing that is keeping me from giving up entirely. The Woman i love is with another man that she told me not to worry about. I dont know how im supposed to keep it together without my drink. Chairs my Brethren