u/Kiribro02

Tonight I wasnt so much in the mood to masturbait but I did it anyways and it started out great. I couldn't hear the porn video so much cuz my earbuds died and dont want my family possibly hearing anything so, that was annoying. I felt like I was gonna finish too quick and I did way too early probably because i havent in like a week. I felt super impatient. I'm so angry, it started out well and then I just ruined it. I get like a bit suicidal and depressed. I fear that I wasted it and that I might now feel that good again.