As the title said.
Personally , i see it as a chilling activity. Ama habit naaref hal ennou el nes tkabber fel mawdhou3. Wala hya berasmi haja mon7atta akhla9yan kima yahkiw aliha wena innocent yesr !
So i've met this boy online in a time when i felt alone and was craving for a real connection, we chatted at first and then we met three times irl and now we re kind of lovers. He's actually nice and sweet, nothing wrong with him . But i am now starting to realize that i made a mistake ; I CONFUSED LOVE WITH BOREDOME . I do like him as a person , i do love his company but i cannot handle any commitment. I'm the type of person that values freedom and independence , it takes me a lot of energy bch no93ed rabta rouhi b ensen w nahki maah 7/24.
I told him once about this and explained why i'm not ready for a relationship and he said that he understands and that he doesn't want to force anything, but then we both ignored it .. I don't want to lose him as a friend but i know deep inside that it's impossible to keep a lover as a friend. What should i do ? Do i be honest with him? Wala nkamel hatechi tsir haja w youfa li binetna so that i don't feel bad for leaving him?
Li taadda b situation similaire yansahni chnya yaamel fi blasti.