Far worse then far better after Ayahuasca
I have worked as a ‘facilitator’ for about 5 years, that was until my mental health took a toll and went for the worse.
Prior to Ayahuasca I had always been a person of good humor, strong character, firm in what I do, caring for family and loving(overall a good relationship with myself and others) without any big traumas. I tried Ayahuasca out of curiosity and it slowly broke me until I became suicidal, thought I was going insane, and depressive.
-Now after my 5 years of helping in ceremonies(ive made a lot of friends along the way) I’ve noticed that 7/10 are actually far worse then prior to using Ayahuasca (I’m now talking about overall/general life) then after using it, many of then regret it actually. Many of them being burnt out, depressed, suicidal.
Thoughts on this or if you have similar experience?
What are your thoughts on this?