Advice
I think I am in an abusive relationship. Yesterday, I said something that came out by accident to his mom so he kicked my leg trying to get my attention but he said “he kicked it too hard” which he did. He claims that there was something under the table that got his foot stuck to make him kick that hard. He yelled at me. He threw stuff at the wall. Was telling his mom he kicked me and then he took over explaining that he was trying to get my attention and when he was walking away he felt bad. His mom was telling me I need to watch my wording bc that could get him in trouble. Going over almost felt rehearsed of like he was trying to get my attention. last night, He screamed at me. I asked him why does he go from 0-100 all of a sudden with his anger all the time and he said idk. When he yells at me I feel like a kid getting yelled at by my mom. It makes me feel incredibly small. He bangs his head against the floor when he’s pissed. He throws stuff at the wall like his vape or pillow. What’s crazy is I did not know that he was like this until we started dating.We have been together for 2 years. So I just need to know am I going crazy or?