Friendships
Has anyone else ever felt like they were constantly chosen over other friends?
I have one real true friend and she’s worth a million not so great friends so I try not to dwell on it but it does make me a little sad that I don’t have many people to hang out with. Although I’m happily married and very blessed, have 2 pets and a great life. I’m not sure why I struggle with this “loneliness” feeling at times. I only had a few friends attend my wedding which was still very nice but my maid of honor my 1 most true friend is the one I talk to regularly and see regularly.
I guess I shouldn’t say I have one friend I have a couple other friends who attended my wedding, which meant a whole lot to me. I had plenty of invited who didn’t even bother showing up. Some RSVPD and didn’t go. Idk I feel like I try my best to be super kind to everyone even since I was young but maybe I’m not “cool” enough lol or something. I’m 26. I also grew up as an only child so I’m not sure if that is also a factor. I have a sister significantly older than me so i was the only child in the home.
Anyone else struggle with maintaining positive friendships?