u/Kitty-patty

I cannot ignore the gash between my legs it’s like an open wound. It hurts I hate to touch it. I hate when I want to I hate when I do. All I can think about is what he did to me. He dirtied me. I want to scrub my insides clean. My body is filthy no matter how much I try. I'm a disgusting child. I wish I could be innocent I never had the chance to be. I wish I didn't know what I know, but I do.

I hate how he looks at me with guilt. I hate how pathetic he acts around me. I hate how needy he is. I hate how touchy he is. He treats me like a girlfriend who's upset with him, but I'm his child. I'm not his girlfriend I'm not his therapist. I'm his child, and he ruined me. He ruined me, and he's sorry about it, but I will never forgive him.