
Me when I was listening "Too Little, Too Late" but then it reminded me of my old best friend from 3rd grade
Seriously though, I truly miss her even if she probably doesn't even remember me.
Back in 3rd grade, I had no friends, I was a goose egg when it came to friends. Except for really one boy but I don't think we were that much of friends, even if I remember giving that boy a friendship bracelet.
But then I met her(I don't wanna reveal her name but let's call her Hannah). I don't know how I made friends with Hannah but I suddenly did!
We were actually good friends, atleast from what I could remember. I was happy to finally have a friend, Hannah was my bestest friend.
But one day, this new girl came into our class(Will not name) and Hannah's name and this girl's name were homophones, words that sound alike but spelt differently.
And my friend befriended this girl, but quickly started to ignore me until we completely stopped being friends.
The most explicit thing I remember is standing afar at recess and staring at Hannah and this girl who I felt stole my friend. I felt so confused and empty, what had I done wrong? Was I not a good friend?
I'm older now, I'm in a trio and they're amazing friends.
I was just listening to Too Little, Too Late by Laufey but the song caused me to remember Hannah which was weird because that never happened before. But it made me realize how much I still miss her deep down.
Even if I still feel betrayed to this day, I hope Hannah is living a good life and that her and that girl are still friends, wherever she is.