u/KiwiKitty0

Let me start by saying I’m not suicidal I don’t want to die but something in my brain is giving me these weird feelings like I don’t have much time I’ve been doing things impulsively because I feel like I won’t make it until the end of the year I have no idea why It feels like anxiety mixed with paranoia that I’m going to die lately I just feel like I’m autopilot but it didn’t feel like this last month now it’s progressively getting worse the feeling that something really bad is going to happen to me and I won’t be here anymore I don’t know how much time I have left or if it’s all in my head but I’m scared I can’t die soon people need me people depend on me but there is something very very very wrong I don’t know what or if it s in my head.