Do I still have parts if I have lost them?
Has anyone else lost their parts before? My other parts (when I used to be plural) used to give me all my positive emotions and sense of security and love. But then (for reasons I have no idea why) I got sad and angry, and now there is no-one left but lonely, empty, dead, dumb me.
I used to believe in discrasful silly things like that one day I will be able to visualise my imaginary friends bodies and even touch them, or that one day I could fly with pegasi in the clouds, or that I could time travel, or that one day I could visit fictional places.
My negative mind says to me it has recently proven that none of my imaginary identities, the positive emotions they encapsulated, or my silly fantasy ideas were 'real', the universe is not magical or benevolent and there is no god.
Now I'm left wondering wether I actually have parts at all?!
Is this a common experience?