Weed induced psychosis
Hi everyone not sure where to say this so I thought here. I am 25 y/o and have been diagnosed with psychosis when I went to a psych ward in high school- but not hospitalized due to psychosis. The only thing is I have had it for a while and I am normally able to preform my life very normally and have little to no psychosis. It will randomly flare up and I don’t really quite understand. It wasn’t until I realized there was a correlation with weed smoking that I stopped smoking weed. I still felt it but much less. Also I used to be on lots of anti- psychotics but I stopped them a while ago. I have since started trying to smoke weed again and it is insane. I am just wondering if there is a community of similar people out there that experience this. Like I have been diagnosed with psychosis but it’s really not bad unless it gets triggered by something or weed smoking. I have visuals that I talk to and have freaked my friends out. Last week I was paralyzed and couldn’t move my body or speak for a good while. But honestly I don’t know how long. I can’t look at my phone and my brain gets all fuzzy loud and colorful if that makes sense.
I guess what I’m saying is I don’t really feel like I have psychosis until I’m high - alcohol also makes me have visuals too. But alcohol it’s not as colorful and overstimulating. Just shawdowy and dark if that makes sense.
I’m not gonna smoke weed anymore I was just seeing if I could try it again but last time was a horrible experience. Anyone else with similar things?