u/Klutzy_Goal_2421

I’m looking for a new job and my friend suggests me to his boss to work at this family owned restaurant to be a waiter. I get an interview scheduled and I’m excited for a new job that pays better than my old one and get to work with my friend. I walk in and it’s hot asf and I began sweating my ass off. During the interview I was answering questions fine, but was insanely sweaty, especially my face and hands due to it being so hot in there and me being nervous. I don’t know if the owner interviewing me noticed or if I was just paranoid. The owner wanted me to start training literally a few days later but I didn’t wanna be that guy who’s sweaty hands accidentally drops something or makes your food nasty, so I went home and texted the owner explaining my condition, which I genuinely hate doing because people never understand, and said how I wouldn’t be fit for the job, but she later responded basically saying okay. I don’t know if people have had similar experiences to where they were excited to do something new, but couldn’t because of HH. Just curious!

I’m going to try and keep it simple. I’m 17 and in high school. I’ve had HH since middle school and it’s been the most embarrassing thing of my life, making me feel more left out of social events and I can’t even talk to girls without looking like a weirdo who sweats a lot. I’ve tried lotions, wipes, the electricity thingy, medicine, and I’ve even had the surgery to stop the sweating for my hands, but they still sweat. Right now my feet, thighs, and face seem to be the worst. But getting to my point, I’ve gotten high a few times last month and it feels like my HH just disappears because of how calm and relaxed I feel. I promise y’all I’m not making this up and I’m being 100% honest. I don’t wanna rely on getting high to cope with my HH and was wondering what I should do. Any advice would help.