First experience with binaural beats
My first binaural beats experience
I've had countless lucid dreams - lots of sleep paralysis - mostly evil feeling ones in the middle of the night, but this one was different.
I was getting sleepy midday, I put on a binaural beat off YouTube and started to relax. Eventually I felt that strange buzz in my head that happens during sleep paralysis but this one was being amplified by the binaural beat. When sleep paralysis hits, it feels like someone smacks me in my forehead and I feel my jaw go limp as my body goes to sleep. This time I felt like I got hit by a sledgehammer.
The visuals started coming in but weren't holding strong but I realized my body was free and I could move about. I wasn't anywhere in my apartment though, I was gliding and kinda dancing around on hard wood floor somewhere. I thought ok this is cool, just normal lucid dreaming kinda thing. I looked outside a large glass windows and saw rocky, dusty hills like you would see at an excavation sight or something.
I was struggling to keep the visuals very vivid but I was just enjoying the free floaty body thing. Then out of nowhere I felt a hand grab mine as if to shake it hello. Couldn't believe it. I couldn't see so I rubbed my hand up it's forearm and up to feel it's face. It felt dainty and feminine and insanely soft so I thought it was a women. I asked "who are you?" And clear as day in a males voice it said, "Sid." "Sid?" "Yeah, Sid." "I thought you'd be a woman." "I didn't know if I should be a man or a woman."
At this point I'm in utter astonishment and I feel myself slipping out of the experience and back to the real world. I'm asking him "where are you from?" But it's already fading away too fast. I can kinda hear his voice faintly but it was too late - I was already back.
Very, very interesting experience. Binaural beats definitely do something incredible. They amplify that frequency that I feel during sleep paralysis.
I've had lucid dreams where I'm interacting with beings but they never feel alive - well accept some demonic ones. But this felt very much like interacting with another conscious entity. I hope Sid reaches out to me again next time. Mind blown!