Sober
Hi guys, I’m 17 and it’s been more than a year now from arguably the worst out there. And it’s been good after obviously the start but the past 2 weeks It’s just so hard. I don’t know why but it keeps getting hard, maybe evrything coming back, remembering the times, why i did it and all I don’t know. But it’s all just been so hard and I know i won’t do it because i have a very good future now and i’m gonna go do what i want with my life in 4 months. But it’s soo hard. And do I know that I won’t do it? I truly don’t know, i know i can’t but it’s been so hard lately. Honestly i’d even say equal to or harder then getting sober in the first place.
Please give me advice, if this is part of it if someone experienced this, And yes u can tell me don’t do it but let’s be real I know that myself, so u can skip that.
Idk guys I just really know and don’t want to go back.