I hate that working feels so impossible
For starters, I dont have qualifications for remote work of any kind which sucks.
Right now I work at a Starbucks kiosk in a grocery store. Ive been showing signs of flaring and I haven't been doing great so my boss was kind enough to just give me one day this week so I could rest.
Knowing that, I need to do well this one shift. However, I've barely been here an hour and I've already spent more time in the bathroom. I literally have to drop what im doing and run there every ten minutes. My coworker also just left and I'm alone for hopefully only an hour before the new girl shows up (I have low hopes though since she no called no showed yesterday)
Guess im finally biting the bullet this afternoon and filing for disability because my remission lasted less than 3 months and my last flare up lasted over a year.
I hate this disease and everything its taken from me