Wits End
I am mid 40s, thoroughly perimenopausal, and feeling done.
I am exhausted down to my bones. I cannot take HRT because of my heart and I don't have it in me to keep up the battle anymore. Last night my mom who I have been LC with shut the final door in our relationship, and I feel so alone. I have never felt this weak and this vulnerable before. I have lurked in this sub for a while and have seen such strong women feel toppled by going through this, and my heart aches for those of us who have had to have that strength whether we wanted to or not, only to have it stripped away anyhow.
What does one do when the fight doesn't seem worth it anymore? It was difficult enough before the hormonal bedeviling, before things in the world seeming irrevocably bleak. What do you wonderful women do to keep trudging through?