I think I’m developing a FP again
I went into seeing this person with a rational and reasonable outlook with the goal of maintaining a healthy emotional distance in the beginning. But my attachment and connection with them grew considerably stronger in the last few days and now I feel like my sense of wellbeing is completely attached to this person. I know it’s not good, I know logically it shouldn’t be, I know I’ve been down this road many times before. It seems like I have all the awareness and knowing yet I feel out of control and addicted to someone, also possibly way too early. I really like this person and I want them around but I want to not crash out over everything little thing they do or don’t do and I want to enjoy and be present for the other things in my life but it feels like I can’t bring myself to. What do I do? I feel crazy.