I feel miserable. We have a 6 years old son and I got pregnant with our second baby boy. This isn't a typical babysitting situation. I knew this woman, she is the daughter of a former coworker who retired. My mother got very sick unexpectedly, my pregnancy is not an easy one at all and I was simply neglecting my 6 years old and the house. We have a big house. So this 28 years old woman was spending a lot of time at our house cooking, cleaning being around our son while I was at my mother's place a lot.

My husband is a judge, respected, looked up to. He is handsome and intelligent and really knows a lot about his field. He is actively donating money to our local NGOs and I lived in his shadow. I didn't really mind. I loved him and was proud to be his wife.

So everyone knows the babysitter/maid is pregnant. I saw their texts. They were doing it on the island of my kitchen where I am feeding my son at. I wanted to throw up while reading those. How she would clean the floor on all fours while he was doing her from behhind and other stuff.

He is respected, serious all the time, has a great reputation and people are like: a man like him is hard to find. she should have been a better wife. Even my mother told me to not leave him.

we used to be intimate and he would out of nowhere keep telling me I am boring and it is all boring. She was already around. It's me who brought her in the house and trusted her with my son.

If you wonder where I am from. Well it is a developed european country. And yes, people still think this way. But what am I going to do now?