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It feels like a cruel process one where you slowly lose yourself until nothing around you feels real anymore. You no longer know who you are, what you are, or who you meant to be

I’m going through it, and I feel like I’ve already lost myself. I’m at a point where I feel blank or kike an unfinished painting on a canvas.

I don’t know what’s real about me anymore.

It may sound overwhelming, but this is how I’ve been feeling for the past couple of days

I’m looking for a good psychiatrist—someone who can help pull me out of this state, bring me closer to reality, and help me build self-awareness.

If you know of any, drop their info

It feels like a cruel process one where you slowly lose yourself until nothing around you feels real anymore. You no longer know who you are, what you are, or who you meant to be

I’m going through it, and I feel like I’ve already lost myself. I’m at a point where I feel blank or kike an unfinished painting on a canvas.

I don’t know what’s real about me anymore.

It may sound overwhelming, but this is how I’ve been feeling for the past couple of days

I’m looking for a good psychiatrist—someone who can help pull me out of this state, bring me closer to reality, and help me build self-awareness.

If you know of any, drop their info

I vividly remember a dream I had this morning where I ki__ed a 7-year-old boy. I remember crying in the dream and waking up feeling sweaty.

My friends were there, telling me I did the right thing, that the boy would have killed me if I hadn’t done anything. But I kept arguing that he was just a child, and it wasn’t his fault he was raised that way.

All morning, I’ve been having hallucinations of his face. Like when my sister was crying, and I was consoling her, I saw his dead, pitch-black eyes staring at me, almost like they were looking into me. :||

How can someone working a full-time job learn marketing in their free time?

I want to start my own business next year, but right now I don’t have capital, so my goal is to generate a second income stream and build some savings.

For now, I’m focused on building skills for my future business, and marketing is one of them.

If anyone is willing to share their knowledge, I would love to contribute even on an unpaid basis for the sake of learning.

Also, if anyone is in the same situation and wants to join this journey, feel free to reach out.

About me: I’m 21 and have experience in client-facing roles (cold calling and support) in the US market. I also have basic video editing skills in CapCut and Premiere Pro.