I am a seminary student n I am pretty lost
I have been attending seminary since 2023. I was from Christian heresy background and wanted to build up strong foundation of Word, I had been being bothered by dark energy (not sure if that’s from my old background), so I am here. I am not good at reading and doing homework. Except summer and winter break, I almost spend time at home doing hw. I took time for church. But I dont really have life. I am also work full time. I help lead Bible study at church sometimes while being assigned.
Now I am lost. I don’t know God’s calling. Have been praying (it’s very basic). I don’t know what is my future goal. I could share Bible knowledge but I am introverted person. Not good at socializing. I am from broken family which brought me lot of traumatic experiences and memories. I have low trust. I could only reply on God.
If any good opinions, may share. Thank you for reading it.