r/Seminary

I have been attending seminary since 2023. I was from Christian heresy background and wanted to build up strong foundation of Word, I had been being bothered by dark energy (not sure if that’s from my old background), so I am here. I am not good at reading and doing homework. Except summer and winter break, I almost spend time at home doing hw. I took time for church. But I dont really have life. I am also work full time. I help lead Bible study at church sometimes while being assigned.

Now I am lost. I don’t know God’s calling. Have been praying (it’s very basic). I don’t know what is my future goal. I could share Bible knowledge but I am introverted person. Not good at socializing. I am from broken family which brought me lot of traumatic experiences and memories. I have low trust. I could only reply on God.

If any good opinions, may share. Thank you for reading it.

I am considering applying to Fuller because they have 2 MA programs I am interested in.

Had anyone attended Fuller Online? What was your experience like? Any tips?

How conservative is the faculty? Fuller claims to be ecumenical and not tied to any denomination. I'm more moderate (tho not fully progressive) and a member of a family-Methodist church. Does Fuller frown upon women being ordained?

Thanks in advance.