What do you do when you actually suck at your Job?
Hey guys. I just want to vent a bit. I legitimately suck at my job and its not impostor syndrome. I'm always late, screw up on emails and reports amd sometimes don't even answer the damm phone properly. I just botched another report and I want to give up. Its been three years why dont I get it already? My boss says I'm not quick on my feet amd my writing is bad. The only thing I specialize in (compiling data in excel) is just one part of the job (and honestly I'm not even the best at that).
Outside of that I always seem to run into one stupid mistake or the other especially when writing the reports! I take my time write some notes reallly study the subject matter, but there is always sime slip up or mistake that makes my boss angry, A spelling mistake, a wrong figure, didn't get my facts straight, not enough information, too much information e.t.c. I also get told I don't answer emails enough, don't resolve enough cases and such.
I'm tired I tried improving but at this point it seems more reasonable to accept that I'm just incompetent. My self esteem is really taking a beating here these days. Can't quit suddenly though because I want to avoid poverty. I am going to apply for other jobs so if/when I do get one I hope I won't suck there as well. For now I guess I can only continue to do what I can here.