Why can I not get her out of my head?
Usually I can shake things off pretty easy, breaks up and losing friends never really bothered me but for some reason I cant forget her. I thought we loved each other, but it turns out she all of sudden saw me as only a friend, which is her right but I miss her not just for the love and feelings we shared but the fun i had being around her but I cant be her friend anymore. Theres too much history and I dont know if ill ever stop having feelings for her.
All I wanted was to have my special someone. someone to help fill this lonely void i feel but more so someone I could laugh with, someone to care about, someone to love but it seems It wasnt meant to be. I know love tends to find you when you stop looking and there will be a perfect time but I just wish it would be my time for once.