Everything will be fine after i die 😔
I have meladaptive day dreaming, it's been with me since i was 10, i have never feel good living my reallife almost more than 8 years I was living a world in my imagination when I was 19 i met a girl to whom i fall in love with and somehow she also felt the same way that time my world change i started loving my real life and for the first time i experience how real life feel and how good it can be and I started loving it just because of her but after 2 years of relationship/situationship whatever you wanna call it broke apart, as things started getting serious she revealed that she is not interested in me as she was straight girl and in one month she will be leving for Canada, now i don't know what to do it feels like my life has been taken away form me and I don't wanna live anymore,and I feel everything will be fine after this