Uh what do I do? Am I bad daughter?
I don't know how to start but I'm 16 years old and I have 2 brothers. I'm taking care of my brothers, the house now and even back then in the pandemic when she had her first manic ep. I really don't know what to do, I'm losing my patience around her and I feel like I'm the mother in this house.. if that makes sense.
Anyway, she keeps going out of the house—going to God-knows-where, leaving me alone with my brothers. When she does return home, she keeps ranting and talking to the point her voice is hoarse. And it aggravates me. She hasn't attack me or my siblings, but the last time was a week ago, she legit told me that she would kill me and kicked me out of the house to go to my dad's, since she claims that I favor that man over her after I told her to stop talking about him and just let go of hope that he'll apologize. (They aren't together anymore, my dad is also the trigger to why she's bipolar back in the pandemic since around that time they broke up.) And I'm taking it back rn, she just started ranting about people who has at fault in her life and started calling me judgemental for defending my relatives who are at 'fault'. The shit are literally from years ago, and I've heard the same shit over and over again.
But anyway, I've raised my voice and stood up against her before. And I'm not sure if I'm going to be able to endure this like before.. so, what I'm asking is, would it make me a bad daughter if I just.. leave her and moved into my dad's place? And by the way, my uncle (mom's older brother) literally told me to take care of mom. It's ticking me off that most of the adults I know are relying on me to take care of a grown ass woman. Sigh. Am I overreacting? I probably had a few grammar mistakes since this woman is ranting and playing music on the next room. Sigh