[Ruin the sentence] With great power comes great responsibility
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Introduction
Since I was a freshman, I have experienced a crap ton of bullying for my speedwalking, even when saying "''scuse me" or "sorry", and for so long, l've ignored it, trying not to escalate, but now, it has honestly gotten worse. Worse to the point that every day of school, I don't eat for a maximum of 22.5 hours. Now, I'm becoming a senior, but even then, dealing with these students feels like hell for me and I'm certainly not excited for what next year has got for me.
Speedwalking
Since my freshman year, I have always had a love for speedwalking. Mostly because of my fear of crowds and being late, along with the benefits it has for health. It would also feel like a good stress-reliving exercise. The problem is, I would sometimes end up bumping into people, or out of anxiety of crowds end up saying "Oh gosh.. oh gosh" before pushing through. I would often say '''scuse me" and "sorry" to those who I would bump into people. Some would respond well, but most would respond differently.
"Why is she running?", "Are you Sonic?", "the b word", “Excuse you”, “Stop following us” (a group of kids whom I didn’t even know accused me multiple times of following them and once even booed at me after saying “Excuse her!”) and even "Why are you running so f-ing fast? Like slow down." The last one was from my bully whom I have had since the start of the school year.
One time after accidentally bumping into a girl in a hallway after escaping from a loud bus and saying sorry twice, she called me a b word. I replied “What did you call me?”. She didn’t even hesitate to say that’s she called me a b word. I stood there for a second thinking of something to say without sounding as vulgar as she did. I said “You’re a jerk!” She said “Well you’re a [b word]”. She then kept repeating the word as I cried loudly trying to block out the sound when going upstairs.
My Bully
The b word is a word that I have been called by mean people in the hallway since my freshman year. I'm not going to give him a name for personal reasons, but since the start of the school year, l have been dealing with this person who simply didn't like me. In my freshman year, he would constantly make negative comments on the stuff I would do, even when they were accidents. In my sophomore year, he called me "rude" just for allowing a girl (who doesn't at all mind me doing this) to go to the window seat without me having to get up, even when I was scotching backward to make room for her. My junior year is where things got way worse. As an Autistic girl, I have always dealt with sensitive hearing, meaning that when hearing loud sounds, I would tend to cover my ears and grunt and say to myself “Make it stop! Make it stop!”. My bully, pretty much took advantage of that by not only enabling a boy who (since the freshman year) would always blast brainrot and music on his phone even during class and on the bus, but would also do the same. I would often ask him and London “Can you please turn the volume down on your phone?” and “I have sensitive hearing.” When I said that I had sensitive hearing, he would say things like “I don’t care”, “It’s a public place, my love”, “Leave him alone”, and “How are you going to graduate?” which would hurt my feelings. The worst thing is that when i told my counselor about what he did and filled out a bullying report, he said to his counselor that he didn’t do anything. Now he’s going to bully me for the rest of the school year…
The boy who would often blast his phone out loud despite clearly hearing me groan and cover my ears as he played his loud phone sounds which he would turn up, and me politely asking him to turn the volume down, continued to do so the whole bus ride. By the time it was my stop. I stood up early. The bus driver said “You need to get up when I reach your stop.” I felt like I’ve gone insane and he kept saying “please” to me as I said “There’s too much noise. I can’t take it anymore. There’s too much noise.”. I eventually screamed “I CAN’T TAKE IT ANYMORE!” before running off the bus and home. The next few weeks a boy on the bus who once laughed at me when I fell down the bus stairs kept repeating “Too much noise.” He once even waited until he got to the back to scream “TOO MUCH NOISE!” as a form of mocking my sensitive hearing.
“Can you be me and my friend’s girlfriend?”
So during Lunch and in the mornings before first period, I would always speedwalk in the hallways as a form of exercise. There was this boy who, along with his friend group, would hang out in the hallways. He seemed friendly to me, and one time, he asked me for my number. So I gave it to him. I thought things were going to go well, until he asked me this question. He asked if I thought his friend looked good. I responded “yes”. He then said “Wait what about me?”. I said “You look good as well.” He then asked “You want to be both our girlfriend?”. I, out of nervousness and not wanting to upset him, responded “yes”. He then questioned if I was for real. I wanted to let out my true feelings, but at the same time, didn’t want to upset him, so I said “I’ll think about it.” He then said “Nah how about you decide rn. It will be beneficial.” At that moment, I told my sixth period teacher about the situation, and he said for me to not respond. On that same day, I had a session with my therapist, who suggested that I block him, so I did. The next few weeks sure were hectic. He and his friend group would always be around in the hallways. I couldn’t even do a single lap without seeing them. When I would come by, he would often say “Here she is.” The next few weeks of school were even more crazy. His friends would constantly ask me if I liked the boy and if I had his number. I would often say stuff like “I have to go to class”, and he said “Why are you running away? Are you scared?” He would also often asked me if I wanted to kiss and if I wanted to hug. When I would walk away he once said “I want a hug now.” This would get the point where I would speedwalk to in front of the walls.
What should I do?
**Make sure to not attack or harass anyone mentioned here. This is just made for the purpose of letting my stress from last year out. 2025 was hard for me.**
Though I still do reside in the community along with the GoAnimate community to this day, I still can’t forgot about the horrible experiences I faced. I find this a shame, really. All I wanted was to connect with a popular community outside of GoAnimate due to the fact that I was only allowed thirty minutes on Discord at the time. Let me get one thing out of the way, RoflCopter100 is a bully, probably a troll or something like that, who has a thing against GoAnimators, like when after I left the chat one time, he said “Thank god that GoAnimator is gone.” and “GoAnimators don’t belong here.”, and last year, I have had a horrible experience with him, especially as a troubled Autistic teenager. It’s nothing new to see that YouTube live chats and Discord servers tend to be toxic communities, and what I experienced is a clear example of that. In 2025, some guy kept accusing me of spamming in the chat when I was just chatting quicker than usual because no one else was (In AI Sponge chats, people tend to respond with chats like “\[Something\]Bob/Ward/Krabs, etc.”). I told him, I’m not spamming, and even when asking him countless times to leave him alone, that I already had to deal with a bully at school, and that he was making me uncomfortable, he still told me to shut up. Eventually I just started begging at this point and saying “Please leave me alone. Goodness gracious is it too much to ask for? I have to deal with emotional abuse from my parents.” Then, instead of stepping in like normal moderators would do, they put me in time out for thirty freaking minutes. It felt like being tied up against my will with duct tape covering my mouth as my poor eyes witnessed people in the chat saying stuff like “Really? Then stop yapping.” “Buh bye, random twelve year old”, “No one would have a meltdown over being told to not spam”, the aggressor saying “Thank god that GoAnimator is gone”, and RoflCopter100 saying “You mean that lame-o GoAnimator?”. Eventually, I was put out of time out, and I was angry after that. And even then, people ganged up on me. I said to RoflCopter that I’m not a “lame-o GoAnimator and that there were people who liked my content.” I even said “It should have been that bully who got put in time out. The people who actually supported me were drowned out by the aggressors. I said “I’m not twelve. I’m sixteen”. One person claimed I was breaking the rules and said “No one cares who started it. Like oh my god.” I said “I’m not breaking the rules!”. It actually hurt me to see a bunch of people ganging up on me. Even some new comer saying “I just got into this chat. stfu WrapperGirl. I’m trying to watch!”. The agressor claimed that I was spamming still when I wasn’t. I called the aggressor out for starting this situation and then he said “Then don’t talk to me, idiot.” Eventually the situation ended when after the stream began to lag, my friend told me to block him. Unfortunately, a situation happened a few months later when RoflCopter said in a Discord server “GoAnimate in 2026 🥀”, and when I responded angrily and told him to shut up, he said “That’s not so xqcl of you” as people started Skodwarde-ing my comment. One person said “bro is gonna get grounded for 1000000000 years /j”. One time in a live chat, when I called out someone for constantly making comments criticizing what I do, he said “What are you gonna do? Ground me?”. Because of all this experience, I feel mocked and shamed for being a GoAnimator. Something that I don’t want to feel because I joined the community for the purpose of making creative animations like Kaneedian and It-Sacc. Make sure to not attack or harass anyone mentioned here. This is just made for the purpose of letting my stress from last year out. 2025 was hard for me.
Make sure to not attack or harass anyone mentioned here. This is just made for the purpose of letting my stress from last year out. 2025 was hard for me.
Though I still do reside in the community along with the GoAnimate community to this day, I still can’t forgot about the horrible experiences I faced. I find this a shame, really. All I wanted was to connect with a popular community outside of GoAnimate due to the fact that I was only allowed thirty minutes on Discord at the time. Let me get one thing out of the way, RoflCopter100 is a bully, probably a troll or something like that, who has a thing against GoAnimators, like when after I left the chat one time, he said “Thank god that GoAnimator is gone.” and “GoAnimators don’t belong here.”, and last year, I have had a horrible experience with him, especially as a troubled Autistic teenager. It’s nothing new to see that YouTube live chats and Discord servers tend to be toxic communities, and what I experienced is a clear example of that. In 2025, some guy kept accusing me of spamming in the chat when I was just chatting quicker than usual because no one else was (In AI Sponge chats, people tend to respond with chats like “[Something]Bob/Ward/Krabs, etc.”). I told him, I’m not spamming, and even when asking him countless times to leave him alone, that I already had to deal with a bully at school, and that he was making me uncomfortable, he still told me to shut up. Eventually I just started begging at this point and saying “Please leave me alone. Goodness gracious is it too much to ask for? I have to deal with emotional abuse from my parents.” Then, instead of stepping in like normal moderators would do, they put me in time out for thirty freaking minutes. It felt like being tied up against my will with duct tape covering my mouth as my poor eyes witnessed people in the chat saying stuff like “Really? Then stop yapping.” “Buh bye, random twelve year old”, “No one would have a meltdown over being told to not spam”, the aggressor saying “Thank god that GoAnimator is gone”, and RoflCopter100 saying “You mean that lame-o GoAnimator?”. Eventually, I was put out of time out, and I was angry after that. And even then, people ganged up on me. I said to RoflCopter that I’m not a “lame-o GoAnimator and that there were people who liked my content.” I even said “It should have been that bully who got put in time out. The people who actually supported me were drowned out by the aggressors. I said “I’m not twelve. I’m sixteen”. One person claimed I was breaking the rules and said “No one cares who started it. Like oh my god.” I said “I’m not breaking the rules!”. It actually hurt me to see a bunch of people ganging up on me. Even some new comer saying “I just got into this chat. stfu WrapperGirl. I’m trying to watch!”. The agressor claimed that I was spamming still when I wasn’t. I called the aggressor out for starting this situation and then he said “Then don’t talk to me, idiot.” Eventually the situation ended when after the stream began to lag, my friend told me to block him. Unfortunately, a situation happened a few months later when RoflCopter said in a Discord server “GoAnimate in 2026 🥀”, and when I responded angrily and told him to shut up, he said “That’s not so xqcl of you” as people started Skodwarde-ing my comment. One person said “bro is gonna get grounded for 1000000000 years /j”. One time in a live chat, when I called out someone for constantly making comments criticizing what I do, he said “What are you gonna do? Ground me?”. Because of all this experience, I feel mocked and shamed for being a GoAnimator. Something that I don’t want to feel because I joined the community for the purpose of making creative animations like Kaneedian and It-Sacc. Make sure to not attack or harass anyone mentioned here. This is just made for the purpose of letting my stress from last year out. 2025 was hard for me.