u/Laurakittin

By the title it pretty much sums up everything and I’m confused. Was that experience normal? Or was it a set up to spend more. The healer was very nice and when I walked in after talking a bit said I had healer energy and asked if considered selling services. I was confused because the most I do personally is medication and answered no. After the session which was pretty good but not as intense as I expected (only felt energy through head and throat but not very strong). She said she could see me offering services to others and it was a calling. I then asked a little about learning and she said she did lessons and gave me her number. I left feeling good about the situation but now I wonder if it was just to make money. Looking online I haven’t really seen any similar experiences mostly healers saying someone has too much trauma. I looked on her website and couldn’t find who she practiced under or what form she even practiced. I learned from this subreddit to check for what line of reiki someone practiced/ teacher after the fact. Should I find someone else? I have debated learning in the past but it feels like this person almost laid the groundwork for me to want to work with them.

I don’t really know what to make of the situation since there were no curfew for this property. I was at a horse show and snapped my humerus in half and pretty much was at the hospital all night. They had to cut off my show shirt so I came back in a hospital gown and that was why the police said they came. We were told they were called because the host didn’t recognize the car and a man rushed a woman inside with a hospital gown, even though I could hardly walk without pain. The host said they saw it on a security camera but we didn’t know of one even being outside on the front of the property. That didn’t matter as much as weirded us out they called before sending a message asking if it was us as we used the same car the whole trip. Also that they were checking at 4am. Other than that the host was very nice and understanding so I don’t even know what to do about the situation. I just got a message they left a review and I’m honestly worried it’s going to be bad as I only use Airbnb. Should I contact Airbnb or leave a slightly negative review? It’s been a couple of days since the incident but I had to have emergency surgery the next day. I’ve never had an incident like this before and hope to never have it again

Edit: as many have figured I’m still very lethargic with the pain medications so I’m adding important details I left out that others have mentioned

- it was a standalone house
- I did reach out to the host afterward to apologize for the scare, explain the situation, and ask about why she called the cops but never received a response
- I only worried about the review on my part from seeing she reviewed me
- I didn’t reach out to the host beforehand as when I fell I hit my head and was more focused on if my horse was ok/I thought I was being kept overnight
-I was told by friends to write a bad review so I wanted further input on if it was necessary
- I actually only got mild pain management at hospital one so my more upset response came from still feeling bones moving when I had to go to see the police

As of now I’m probably foregoing a review because the host realistically was just concerned. I just wished she had responded to me after I had reached out and I don’t see any harm in not reviewing as I was hardly on the property to begin with.

I’m typing this at one in the morning because I feel so defeated. I finished my most difficult classes recently for all of undergrad, so I could have an easier senior year, and it’s been heavily affecting my barn time. We have an upcoming show and for the past month and a half I’ve hardly had time to get any ride time in. When I went to the barn the other day I was told by multiple people at once I needed to stay the full week plus some to get ride time in. It was said in a way that’s like you haven’t been doing what you needed too, and it came off to me as making fun of me by the over exaggeration and tone. Even though it’s mainly because my trainer isn’t there on weekends, so I can’t ride one of my horses in training often at all. I don’t have their week availability when finals come along and I don’t want to compromise my future for horses, when I need to get a good job to have horses. They also constantly tell me I need to be there more when I come as much as I can. I was then told by a girl a barely knew have u been riding followed by an eye-roll and good luck. I’ve been sleeping around 4-6 hrs a night just for course work and genuinely haven’t had the extra time. My horses get ridden by trainers when I’m not around so it’s not like they’re unworked, and I get that I need to ride as well. I just feel pressured to participate in shows during horrible times for me. Where I mention months in advance I will be slammed with work and they say it’s ok just get as much time in as you can. Then when the show comes around and I’m actually busy, like I said I would be, I get told I’m not coming enough and need to focus on the show. How am I supposed to focus on a show if I say months in advance I won’t have time beforehand? I spend the little breaks I get and gaps in the semester constantly going to the barn. It’s not that I don’t try, it’s that I also prioritize school. Not to mention the show costs combined with school. I’m signed up and everything but I almost want to drop it last minute. I’m tired of it being insinuated I don’t prioritize it nearly enough when I constantly explain why and it’s shrugged off. I’m not even in any advanced show classes, and I get they want everyone to look the best they can. I just don’t understand why I’m treated like a high schooler who just decides she’s too busy. I really love the people there when it comes to everything but showing. I just feel like they act like horses are my whole life when they realistically can’t be. It’s making me want to sell my horses. I really truly love them especially when I spend alone time with them. I just feel like the showing is too much and that they do have valid points. I think that’s another part of the problem. During exam seasons I only spend about 4/5 days with them out of a whole month and occasionally I’ll have the week I can’t spend with them. I don’t even know if I should own a horse with how little time I see them. I just wish I had the ability to have them at home so I could see them every day and take care of them.