My sister always fun of my weight
She always calls herself fat in front of me, fully aware that she’s like half of me. And I understand that dysmorphia is a thing but this is just straight up inconsiderate. Just a few hours ago she was calling herself fat and ugly because she didn’t like the way ONE dress looked on her, then she didn’t want to eat because she’s “fat” and needs to lose weight and the food we’d prepared wasn’t good or whatever, so I told her that not eating anything wouldn’t help and she got angry and told me “just because you don’t like eating healthy and exercising and you like being fat doesn’t mean everyone else has to be fat too”. And I felt so bad because I’ve tried everything to lose this weight, and I’m not weak at all, I’m an EMT so I did my fair share physical effort a whole two years while in school and I just got some muscle but didn’t lose the weight. I’ve tried every diet they’ve told me, I’ve tried pills and teas that were supposed to help me get the hormones under control and this weight just won’t go away. I hate my sister, and I hate that she talks like that about her body when I can only wish I looked like that. But I haven’t been supportive either so maybe that makes me a bad sister too.