First of all, sorry for my english.
I feel very insecure about my size. I am 7.5bp x 5.5, I can only buy condoms at sex shops because the ones they sell in supermarkets or pharmacies are usually small, at most Durex XL, and I recently bought 64mm circumference condoms for the first time, and it was the first time I really enjoyed sex with a condom.
The problem is that an ex had a boyfriend who was light-skinned like me (I'm from Canary Islands, Spain. There aren't many black or light-skinned people like in the USA) and she hinted that he was longer but I was wider. And two girls told me they'd been with men who were bigger, one of them so big it wouldn't fit in. I think one of them lied because she often tried to make me jealous by flirting with other guys at parties when I didn't care because we were never a couple.
I've been with a lot of girls, and only those three have told me something similar, and it really pisses me off, and I feel like having a big dick it's the only good thing I have, and if you take that away, I have nothing left.