i don't feel any emotions towards people in my life after being SA'd
i (19f) was SA'd last december. since then, i have this emotional numbness towards everyone in my life—i don't feel joy/anger/care for anyone whether it's friends, family, or someone in my life romantically. my friend could be upset, or have something great happen to them, and i just do not feel any emotion towards it at all. obviously, i still try my best to show them i care and be there for them, because i'd feel like a terrible person if not, and i know that somewhere deep down i DO care, but i can't feel any emotions at all. romantically, with men i've talked to or dated i might feel something surface level in the moment but i feel like there's some block that makes me unable to truly care or genuinely love them. my ex is coming to see me in a couple weeks and i've lost any feeling i have towards him either (which is a big deal trust me, i was very emotionally invested). i don't know why i'm unable to feel anything towards anyone and i miss it, but i was wondering if this was something anyone else has experienced... ?