u/Left_Suggestion276

i know its common for people with depressive thoughts and suicidal thoughts.

brain or blood or bone cancer really, but ik its rare for me 19f.

i actively check everyday. especially for breast cancer because secretly, i would love to cut my breasts off. im not trans or anythings, but then men would stop looking and i could disappear.

i would lose weight and people would feel bad for me. people wouldnt just say, "oh, sprry about that, have you tried ___?" or, "you just need to be outaide more. stop taking meds its bad for you." people would know me as ill.