I’m 21f i lost my virginity to my bf(21m). We’ve been together for 9 months now. We are in the same class. Almost everyone in out college knows we are together
I am not happy with him. I cry almost everyday. He has a problem with almost everything i do. He has a problem with me going out with my female friends. I have two male friends since we were 10. He forbids me to talk to them. He says he has his own reasons.
I have dated in the past. My bf has an issue with that as well. He in detail asked me what i had done with those guys physically.
He was not a virgin before he met me and had many relations. But I didn’t mind that.
All an all, I don’t want to be with him. But I’ve lost my virginity to him. I feel nobody will ever accept me. It was hard for him to accept me when i was a virgin. I feel now that I don’t even have that, no guy would want to be with me. So I’m stuck in this relationship. People in my college will judge me if we break up.
This is consuming me everyday.