No backbone always gets you in the worst places.
I F(23) and my friend F(23) have been going out to bars for the past couple of weekends since we have never done stuff like this before. We just wanted to have a little fun. She’s married and has a kid, the marriage isn’t great, and she did something she can’t take back. The thing is, she doesn’t regret it and she constantly talks about him. I brushed it off because I’ve told her multiple times to cut it off. I feel so guilty even though it isn’t my relationship. She literally my only friend and I’ve known her since elementary school. The problem happened last night. Or this morning. Whatever. We met a guy (28) and I voiced my attraction about him to her. Bad idea. We went to this very nice lady’s house that we met at the bar. He joined. She made out with him before we left the bar, made out with him on the way to her house, and now it’s 6:38 am and she’s still with him. I took her car home and now I’m laying in her bed with her dog, waiting for her to get done fucking him so she can take me home. I’m very upset and I don’t know if I have the right to be. Im single, I’ve been looking, and she knows that. Shes married, but she swooped in and snatched him up.
Part of me thinks that if I were a skinner woman than maybe i could’ve had a shot. Im just not pretty enough i guess. I don’t know what to do. Welcome to my pity party i guess.