Im 29 he's 38
I have severe mental health issues from TBI from a 5 year domestic violence got many concussions & infidelity marriage (not just any cheating prostitution etc) permanat brain damage to my frontal and temporal lobe. it didnt help my parents were drug addicts and mom was physcally abusive. I left the marriage 2 years ago. When I left at 18 I made a life for myself went to college served in the Army just finished my MBA a few months ago.
I am in therapy and take medication. Before I met my now BF of 1 year i let him know EVERYTHING. CPTSD, OCD, my struggles with alcohol & specificallyl how cheating has impacted me, the TBI. I laid it all out on the table for him and I let him know the door is always opened because I understand I am not easy to be with due to my diagnosis and how unstable I am.
I know im unstable I work so hard to be better but I feel like I fail I cry alot get fears of being cheated on and I feel im overly sensitive. I take accountability and apologize when im wrong, Im learning to listen to my body but i feel like im not healing fast enough and that I might ruin this relationship.
Advice?