She is mentally unwell (we believe that she may have bpd and or bipolar) and over the last 6 months or so it just feels like she’s turned into a different person
Shes been on antidepressants for a very long time now and recently they stopped working so she’s been transferred over to a new medication but that also doesn’t seem to help her at all
Over the past year I started a new job and have made some new friends but everytime I do anything with them or spend time with anyone but her she gets incredibly angry and jealous, she’ll shout, harm herself, not talk to me and say that she doesn’t want to be together anymore
I went out with my dad today and when i later spoke to her she’s gotten insanely angry and went on a walk and i don’t know where she is, she said that she’s apparently safe and with the police but i don’t have her location or anything
Im really struggling at the moment because we’ve been together for nearly 5 years and i feel like im falling out of love with her but she’s going through a really hard time at the moment and I just don’t know what to do
I don’t think that i do hate her or that im starting to hate her I just feel like I love a version of her that no longer exists and everyday it feels like she’s pushing me away more and more
I’m sorry if this post is a mess I just really need to get some things off my chest and I want to do it anonymously
Thank you to anyone who’s read this post