talk me down
me and my ex fiancée broke up less than a month ago. we still live together just due to the fact of finding new accommodations. we did do the stupid thing of having sex, still sorta acting like a couple etc. she did cheat on me however i did get left. because she had to find herself and she was longing the presence of a man. we were in a w/w relationship for 6 years. she went out of town for the weekend to see her family. and i called her tonight because she said she missed me. and she was being a jerk. telling me she was distracted because she was in the mood and made a facebook dating account and was sexually flirting w a man. today would’ve been our 6 year anniversary. and she’s looking to hook up with someone today. my body and mind are so anxious and nauseous. i’ve been crying. i don’t really know what to think. i know i can’t have a say in what she does. but am i being dramatic? why does she act like she cares and loves me one minute but the next she doesn’t miss me anymore and now she’s looking to hook up. please help