So tired of everything
Me and my husband are TTC in our 7th cycle. I am on 10 DPO and just took a pregnancy test that is negative, and my luteal phase is usually quite short so I’m giving up hope for this cycle around now. I know 7 cycles aren’t super long in any way, but I have a medical condition that I have to go unmedicated for in order to try to conceive. I have lots of symptoms and going off my meds have been generally hard. I haven’t been able to work during August due to this, and being at home for such a long time is really getting to me. It feels like I live for the TTC, even though I’ve generally been doing quite well and held my courage up it is starting to become really hard. I’m just getting sick of everything and not having a more purposeful day-to-day life. I feel like I’m starting to avoid my pregnant friends and envy their easy lives. Will be receiving help for infertility in September by the healthcare system. It feels like so far off.