u/Legitimate_Duck4631

I've been dating my BF for 7 months. And I haven't done it yet but I want to break up because I don't think he understands me. I have AuDHD(ADHD + Autism) and yesterday I told him if he wanted do meet up and hang out and he told me that in the morning he is working and in the afternoon he should rest. After reading they I thought we'll then I'll meet up with my friends. And that afternoon he told me if I wanted to meet up the next day.

I said they I had met up with my friends but If he wanted I could tell them I couldn't met up because I wanted to be with him and he told me they he doesn't want to change my plans so I said that I'll meet up with my friends then.

We usually say each other good night but yesterday it was different he told me that I should care more about Us. And I was like Excuse me? You literally said I could met up with my friends I calmly said that if he wanted I could cancel it and go with him. And we exchanged words for quite some time and I went into a nervous crisis, and a shutdown at the same time... The heaviest thing I've experienced It's been 1 day and I still have a headache in the morning I told him everithing I felt and apologised but I'm not sure he meant it and I also told him I would turn off my phone and I also went my whole day without any communication whatsoever because I didn't want to go on a crisis again. And a few hours before posting this I messaged him telling him that my trip got cancelled and that we could meet up and asked him how his day went. His response was:"It could be better". And that's it. Not, a are you feeling good?, are you Ok... I told him that I was better but my head still hurts and I'm still sensitive to sound more than before and he left me on read. And for context he once told me he hated when people leave him on read and that he wouldn't do it to anyone.

I feel like he doesn't get me or that he straight up doesn't care anymore. I have a hard time opening myself to people and with him I've done it and he thinks I don't care about US? Like really WTF.

This has hurt me a lot because I haven't been able to sleep, I've stayed all night hiperventilating, curled up with my pillow and walking all arround my flat, and with headphones, with a headache and more things.(Really the list I've sent him of what happened during the night is 600 words long). And now that I need him he left me on read, this is the man I have to Love?

Please I need more opinions about this because I'm honestly lost and still with a headache.

I've been dating my BF for 7 months. And I haven't done it yet but I want to break up because I don't think he understands me. I have AuDHD(ADHD + Autism) and yesterday I told him if he wanted do meet up and hang out and he told me that in the morning he is working and in the afternoon he should rest. After reading they I thought we'll then I'll meet up with my friends. And that afternoon he told me if I wanted to meet up the next day.

I said they I had met up with my friends but If he wanted I could tell them I couldn't met up because I wanted to be with him and he told me they he doesn't want to change my plans so I said that I'll meet up with my friends then.

We usually say each other good night but yesterday it was different he told me that I should care more about Us. And I was like Excuse me? You literally said I could met up with my friends I calmly said that if he wanted I could cancel it and go with him. And we exchanged words for quite some time and I went into a nervous crisis, and a shutdown at the same time... The heaviest thing I've experienced It's been 1 day and I still have a headache in the morning I told him everithing I felt and apologised but I'm not sure he meant it and I also told him I would turn off my phone and I also went my whole day without any communication whatsoever because I didn't want to go on a crisis again. And a few hours before posting this I messaged him telling him that my trip got cancelled and that we could meet up and asked him how his day went. His response was:"It could be better". And that's it. Not, a are you feeling good?, are you Ok... I told him that I was better but my head still hurts and I'm still sensitive to sound more than before and he left me on read. And for context he once told me he hated when people leave him on read and that he wouldn't do it to anyone.

I feel like he doesn't get me or that he straight up doesn't care anymore. I have a hard time opening myself to people and with him I've done it and he thinks I don't care about US? Like really WTF.

This has hurt me a lot because I haven't been able to sleep, I've stayed all night hiperventilating, curled up with my pillow and walking all arround my flat, and with headphones, with a headache and more things.(Really the list I've sent him of what happened during the night is 600 words long). And now that I need him he left me on read, this is the man I have to Love?

Please I need more opinions about this because I'm honestly lost and still with a headache.