I completely freaked out mid sex
Sad looking anchovy pizza and miso in a cup. was yummy I swear
My bf and I had some time to kill before our friends came over so naturally, we decided to smash.
We're just getting into it and I have to pee so I said brb. When I come back into the room he jumps out from behind the door and pushes me to the bed which was kinda sexy, he was trying something new. He put me on the bed with my legs on his shoulders (our bed is kinda high up) and the angle is not totally comfortable for me.
For context I was a virgin w/ vaginismus when we started dating for almost a year so we're still learning to be creative with positions and stuff. He tried to re adjust me by pulling me towards him and his schlong went in a bit too much and it hurt slightly but I got such a fright that I pushed him off me and started having a panic attack. I curled into a ball sobbing and hyperventilating for I think a few minutes while he was also freaking out thinking that he had hurt me.
After we cuddled for a while and I reassured him everything was fine, bc it wasnt his fault I got scared for some reason. I felt embarrassed I'd ruined the sex over something so silly. But it wasnt ruined cuz we then fucked and after made this pizza together :)