No libido
I’m at my wits end. I seriously don’t know what to do. I am a 24y/o female and probably haven’t had a sex drive and 0 desire since about 17. I’ve been with my husband for 2 1/2 years. Married for 1 year. I’m in love with him, we have impeccable communication, I am attracted to him in every way and I want to be able to be intimate with him. I’ve tried everything, talk therapy, medications, vitamins, communication, foreplay, toys, in the dark, white noise, full blood and medical panels, you name it, I HAVE TRIED IT. I don’t get turned on by anything, not even on my own time. teasing and anticipation of sex makes it worse for me. Please, has anyone else been in this situation? And how did you fix yourself? It’s causing me depression, it has nothing to do with my husband. It’s all on me (and no before anyone says anything, he doesn’t say anything bad about it. We actually do couples sex counseling and it hasn’t helped me at all) I’m choosing to come to this community on my own as a final resource. I feel terrible and it’s driving me insane. I hate the thought of sex, I hate the awkwardness I give off, I hate everything about it. No, it doesn’t hurt. It does feel very good on the rare occasion where I can enjoy it, just my mind doesn’t allow me to.