u/Limp_Path_159

I'm 39 and will be 40 in January. Recently I have been very strongly feeling my feminine side ( identified male all my life) and have been remembering thoughts of wanting to be a girl when I was young. I'm struggling with that being my honest self or if it's a midlife crisis situation. I'm also scared that I've missed out on the best of lIfe if I do decide to transition. I haven't spoken to anyone in my personal life about this. If you have any insight I would appreciate it.