
Bikinis over shorts! MTF
I’m soooo much happier now!!!!!
HRT 3 years
GRS
70 lbs ⬇️
35 to 38

I’m soooo much happier now!!!!!
HRT 3 years
GRS
70 lbs ⬇️
35 to 38
Full disclosure: used AI to blur the background. And that is a wig. Other than that, that is me.
59 and started and stopped HRT three times over the years. On again for good. For those of us that try to keep it hidden or deny who you are, it will get louder and louder the older you get. Therapy should be a priority. It really helps.
Looking to have FFS in the upcoming year and I cannot wait! Be kind please: any suggestions? What do you see that I don’t? (Rhinoplasty and lip lift for sure)
Love to all of you on your journey. 😘
Hi everyone! 🥰🩷
My name is Selena, I'm 38 years old, and I started my HRT journey on July 23rd, 2026.
I'm approaching my three-month milestone, and I wanted to share a few pictures of myself. 🥹💕
I know three months isn't much, and I still have a very long journey ahead of me, but these past few months have meant more to me than I can put into words.
For so many years, I struggled with accepting who I really was. I spent so much time hiding my feelings, worrying about what others might think, and wondering whether I'd ever find the courage to be myself.
And now… here I am. 🥹🦋
I'm still at the very beginning of my transition, but I'm already noticing little changes, both physically and emotionally.
My skin feels softer, my breasts have started developing, and I'm slowly discovering a new relationship with my body.
But perhaps the most beautiful change is happening inside me. 🩷
I'm learning to smile at my reflection, to appreciate the little things, and to embrace the woman I've kept hidden for so long.
I'm not wearing makeup in these pictures, and I know I still have a lot to learn about expressing my femininity. But I wanted to share myself as I am right now.
Not perfect. Not finished. Just me. 🥹💕
Sometimes I wish I'd started this journey much earlier, but I'm trying not to let regret steal the happiness I'm finally beginning to experience.
I'm 38. I'm transgender. I'm almost three months into HRT. And for the first time, I'm genuinely excited about my future. 🥰🏳️⚧️🩷
Sending love to everyone who's just beginning their journey, especially those who worry that they've started too late.
It's never too late to start living as yourself. 🦋💕
Although I haven't legally changed my name yet, they let me update my email and the name I show at work across all systems.
I AM VERY HAPPY 😭 to see my name everywhere finally. The best decision of my life was to transition, and my desire to live has never been this strong.
I'll be turning 37 this month and I'll hit 4 years of HRT this week. My girlfriend of two very long years just turned 28 and she'll be hitting 3 years HRT in a few months. We've had a lot of ups and downs but we're very happy together and life is slowly starting to feel more certain and stable. I had my BA 7 weeks ago after 2 years of waiting and have been very happy with he change in my self-image and confidence. The downside is my posts keep being deleted by some trans subreddits without explanation. I don't like feeling like having a BA makes me inherently less appropriate for trans spaces but that's what is being communicated.
Edit: I know faceapp is the root of all evil and I dont use it for goals or whatever.. Its just that I only see "male" in my reflection but the faceapp version is just different enough that my brain doesnt bias it.. Im just asking if others see the same; male on the left, female on the right, or if Im actually looking more fem than I think.
Tldr: To me the faceapp version reads fem but I feel like I read almost 100% male. Is that the case or is it my bias?
So I was playing with makeup and dont often go to faceapp butcthought it would be interesting to see what it would do nowadays. It identified me as female (which its been doing consistently, yay!) and I selected feminine to see what it would look like or change.
So I see it made subtle changes to my features and hair and neck ect but like nothing huge right.
The thing is, I see "guy" on the left and "girl" on the right. So my question is, is it actually that the changes were big enough to shift me from male enough to female enough that ts different OR do I just see male on the left because I have that bias to myself and faceapp was just different enough to remove my self image..
Im not too worried if I still read male (well slightly devastated) as Ive got ffs in like 3 weeks and I'm only a year into hrt so theres time or whatever but Id like to know where Im at and I dont trust myself..
41, pre-everything.
My daughter (15) lives about an hour away (midwestern U.S.) with her mother, step-father, and a few younger step-siblings. She is my only child, and her mother has other, older children, as well. I've always been a big part of her life, but over the past 6 years or so, our relationship had been strained due to my own mental health issues and religious views.
In the past year, I have deconverted from Christianity, and now in the past few months, I have finally allowed myself to explore and be who I really am. Life has done a complete 180, and I am so excited to be starting this new journey!
I've already told my two sisters, my only friend, my boss, and my daughter's mother about my gender identity. I feel so incredibly lucky that they have all been supportive and affirming. But I was really worried about how my daughter would take things.
You see, up until last night, she thought I was a completely different person; this overbearing, strict, religious, depressed hypocrite who cared way too much about how she dressed, the music she listened to, the shows she watched, the kind of friends she had, etc.. I say hypocrite because I would preach to her about loving Jesus and trying to be a "decent person", while I myself was very obviously miserable. Worst of all, I could tell she wasn't really into that stuff, but I still tried to force it on her anyway.
Now that she's in high school, she has a much busier schedule. It's been nearly 3 months since she stayed at my house. What used to be every weekend eventually became every other weekend, and since she started high school, it's been maybe one weekend a month or less that she comes over. Our texts and calls had also been getting less and less frequent over the years. I was slowly losing her.
She recently had a relationship end due to her boyfriend lying to her about being bisexual. I was worried about the timing of things, and even more worried that she would think I was a liar, too.. I wasn't sure how she felt about gender and sexuality issues, either. She lives in a rural midwest city that is heavily conservative. And even though she isn't very religious, I figured she still probably held at least some conservative views because of time spent at church.
Well.. those fears have now been laid to rest! I told her everything last night. All the raw details about my fucked up childhood, the abuse, the trauma, etc., basically my whole life story. And then I went back over it all again in the context of gender dysphoria, finally ending with telling her that I am transgender and working to begin transitioning.
I was expecting shock, or worse, but what I got was deep love and respect. We hugged and cried it out, and then talked about makeup, fashion, and so much more for a few hours. I showed her some pictures of me dressed up, and she said I looked pretty!! (tbf we do look alike, and she did just make sophomore prom queen).
It was amazing. It feels like the weight of the world has been lifted off my shoulders, and all is now right in the universe. So much worry, fear, anxiety, and depression have just melted away, and I feel like a whole new person!
Just wanted to share my joy with you all, and hopefully encourage someone out there to keep pressing forward. It does get better. 💖
Just wanted to share a few pics. Hope everyone is having a great weekend :3
Do I look as happy as I feel? I got dolled up today and was practicing makeup. I felt a major rush of euphoria when I finally looked in the mirror. If anyone has some makeup or other look tips I'd appreciate it.
Love my Seahawks. I grew up about 4 hours southwest of Seattle. Been a fan since 1983 (when I was 8, old pic is me at age 12), my family has had season tickets since 1997. Go Hawks!
Well, I’ve been lurking in here for a long time. It’s about time I’ve posted something. I am right at six months of HRT and hopefully I’m starting to look on the outside a little bit like I feel on the inside. I love you gals. It’s so nice to have friends in the same boat.
I just passed a year on HRT (.15 E2 twice a week) and haven’t posted in a while. I wanted to share some plain pics and made up pics to see if there’s any feed back or positivity that can come my way 😇
I feel like I’m at a standstill with progressing until I can get ffs and don’t know what to do.
Last pic for comparison
It’s Canadian thanksgiving and I am greatful for the good times and great people in my life. It’s easier to focus on the negatives but it’s more important to remember the positives. They matter. We matter.
Anywho, hope you’re doing well and have a positive thing in your life worthy of your attention. I’m sure there’s something, no matter how small it might seem it’s a big deal.
If a small bad thing can be a big deal, the good things deserve that same energy.
Keep on rocking in the free world, and doot doola doot doo… 😁