u/Foxarr

⛔️ If you don't feel good please skip this message ⛔️💝

I been trying to rent in affordable housing for over 5 years now and i still cant get any, my living area the person i live with and old friends are so bad i cant be myself in the area where i live now. After figuring out postponing my life's choices by waiting for a new house would mean having to wait for even more years, i came out in december '24 and I started transitioning (🏳️‍⚧️) with HRT almost 5 months ago. I'm starting to see differences but I'm so affriad to go out and being seen by the homophobic people i used to be "friends" with that im locking myself up in my room.. I'd love to start fresh and be out and about as myself but the past 5 years made it so hard to stay positive. Im super happy that i could start my transition and it was something i had to do for my mental state but im still feeling like my life is on pause as long as i cant get to move to a new city.

Sorry for venting on this sub, I just needed to tell someone & didn't want to bother the last people who still like me..

I hope anyone who has read all this has a wonderfull and blessed day! 🩷

Sadly I can't post pictures in here but the things she said lol im not even sure what to think of it what kind of a life is that tou go to a mtf subreddit look into my profile see my Instagram see its private send a 100page long message saying im messed up and need a mirror, girl or guy I dont even know at this point go look for that mirror yourself 😂

Ill quote their exact message "Most definitely lol. & It is a trend - there was an X post that blew up today about people posting cis women on here to get trans women to kill themselves lol. Point is, comparison is a thief of joy. I’m not trans, I’m not against you - just thought I would call it out lol."

I was thinking this for weeks and im normally not bothered by other people's transitions but damn these woman look gorgeous and ask for validation.. like if they pass or not..

I recently got gifted a bag of creatine gummy from a really expensive brand because I hit the gym alot not for power or muscle but just alot of cardio and core and legs sometimes

Would creatine maintain my male gained muscles or will hrt overrule the creatine??? Im new to hrt and new to creatine

I started hrt in February this year and my doctor said i can start progesteron at the same time so I been using progesteron since day 1 of hrt my level of estrogen been very low after 3 months and we over doubled the dose last month but i started to worry about the progesteron that i take daily because I read online that it can with hold breast growth and make it shape badly and that its better to start it after 1 or 2 years?

Please forgive my english 😳