u/sophiehairaccessory

My friend said i had to leave the reject selfie in (number 4) I also added those.. guys, they are
Japanese eels, they are weird, i like them

FFS booked for october, and orchi with scrotectomy in january. Learning makeup and how to take passy selfies (angles, lighting, face expressions) has got me through transition 💛 When i feel bad i look at them and tell myself I'Il look like that irl after ffs. Hopefully i will. The video me trying to get these selfies is in another post, see profile if you like 🩷🧡💛

Edit: post flopped, the adhesive undereye dots didn't land.. one girl thought my makeup was ai, maybe others did too, the dots look too round too perfect, I'll try again in a couple of weeks

I got some face changes in year 1, then honestly nothing in year 2. But just before year 3 things started changing really fast. I recently heard other transfems saying this is common.. i wish i'd heard that in year 2 😦 so i post this 💛

I'd already booked ffs before this began.. and i'm still going ahead.. maybe i will pass from all angles no makeup? Chin and filtrum still dysphoria and.. i promised the scared early transition girl that i would make the money somehow and get it. But the year 3 hrt face changes have been so good that if i couldn't have got the money i think i'd be okay? So just wanted to say.. year 3 is so worth waiting for 🩷🧡💛

hormone detail bits if you want
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Levels have been the same all through transition.. E 600 pmol/L (170 pg/ml american units) and T in female range or blocked by bica. So i don't know what makes year 3 special. About 2 months before the feminisation surge started i changed my AA to a GNRH agonist (leuporelin, Prostap brand in uk) but like i said, i don't know if this change caused the feminisation surge, because other transfems talk about the year 3 thing too and they didn't change hormone meds at all. My other meds have been 6mg oral estrogen for most of transition and i started 300mg oral prog at 9 months. i dont boof it because i like the anxiety reduction and good sleep that you get from oral 💛